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| Final post |
| 01.09.05 (10:41 am) [edit] |
Well, apparently someone with no respect for my life and property has come along and deleted all blogs from January, December, and November. I guess I left myself signed in, and my mom, in a psychotic rage, went ahead and got rid of my posts, MY LIFE, because she feels that I should be ashamed of speaking of masturbation, sex, and who I like on a public blog. She says all I talk about is partying and whatnot - hello - I haven't drank anything for over two months, since the last time she yelled about it! I quit drugs a LONG time ago. I guess since you did it once, it means you'll always do it, right? :roll: and then, she has the nerve to tell me I need "serious help" because I tend to post things of a happy, optomistic nature. Excuse me, but my life IS happy, and I don't lie about anything on here. Sometimes I fight with Gus, and that's about all that brings me down, and I do post about it. I've got it all together - it's obvious to me that my mother is the one who needs some counseling. She insists that I am the worst, most horrible person on earth because I cannot find a job yet. Well geez, the holiday season was going on, who the fuck was hiring? And if you're like me, out of high school and haven't had college yet, you tell me how easy it is to find a job. It's not very easy at all, especially when you don't have a car, eh? She assumes that I won't find one because I just want to party and have sex, and whatever the fuck, but in actuality, I want one, so I can move the fuck out ASAP. I am not sure if she was mistreated by my grandma or what, but I do know that she is taking out her life problems on me. She constantly tries to belittle me and tell me I don't know how to live my life and I'm doing it all wrong. It's like she's not even there. It's like I have no parents anymore...only one is physically there, anyway.
I should ask, why would my mom be interested in my private life, like what I do with Gus and stuff? I refuse to feel guilty that I do masturbate, and that we have sex, and that WE HAVE FUN. She thinks that if there isn't a hardship all the fucking time, your life is meaningless. I have control of myself and I feel like I'm never depressed. All she does is yell at me and tell me I'm worthless and that I can't do anything, like go out and find a job. Why would you tell your child that? It's a boon that I DO have control over myself, or I'd be in a slump of low self esteem, not to mention severe depression from her words alone. Sometimes parents don't realise how they treat their kids...and this is insane. This is out of control. She's like, gone mad or something. I don't know what her problem is with HER life, but she won't be allowed to take it out on me. I refuse to let her bring me down...fuck that.
Because of this event, I am changing my blog name. I will send a message to my frequent readers and if anyone else needs it, go ahead and send me a PM. I can't exactly delete this username, so I'll still be able to receive messages. I really hope that everyone has better parents than my own.
*rolls eyes a million times*
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| Ohhhh good |
| 10.29.04 (8:55 pm) [edit] |
That's a commonly used Carl quote...think Aqua Teen...
Have you seen that new provacotive Red Bull commercial? O_o
Well, it turned out to be a good last game. We were down one touchdown and there were 30 seconds left, and then we scored a touchdown. Everyone got quiet for the kick, then they bobbled it...we all thought, great, it's over...but then they threw it in for two points! It was a great finish! It sucked cause everything was wet and kinda muddy...but it was warm. Lots of people there...like I damn zoo < I talked to my friend Laura about the whole time...she's so funny...we just talk about everything and laugh..it's great. I saw Lisa as I was leaving...apparently she got there near the end, but parked outside of the gates and...watched from the car O_o did I not say she was a slob?>
I'm still pissed that I missed the black boots. Now I'll be up all night trying to picture it.
Tomorrow is trick or treat...YES! Candy! I'm not dressing up but it's not like they can say no to ya, right? XD well I'm watching Beavis and Butthead...so I'm going to get back to it.
Happy Halloween all! Be safe! Late~
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| Damn the world |
| 10.29.04 (10:43 am) [edit] |
Well, apparently yesterday was "boots day" for Spirit Week at the middle school. You may ask why I care...well...my sister comes home and tells me that one teacher I've mentioned before was wearing a beige shirt w/ a matching skirt (like mini skirt) and [i]knee high black boots[/i]!!! OMG! Why wasn't I allowed to see that?! I could hardly contain myself when my sister told me...of course my sisters both think she's an ugly bitch, but I think she's one of the hottest people ever...and those boots...I would have died right there.
Well I'll write later, have a football game to go tonight...just so mad I didn't get to see that
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| More pics of Frosty |
| 10.28.04 (5:29 am) [edit] |
Yesterday was a very clear and sunny day, very warm for the end of October (then again Ohio weather is unpredictable) and I was out most of the afternoon, and I got slightly sunburned...when my nose and the area right under my eyes gets burned, it makes me look hotter (than I already am XD) and I was wearing a green shirt last night...and I realised how damn hot I looked and had to take some pics. The lighting doesn't do justice as to how good I looked, but you get an idea. Haha, I was having fun with cameras and mirrors...yay. BTW, that's my crappy bathroom. The other one is much nicer...no one uses that one. I have to use it cause of the light though < it looks more natural than a flash.>
Yep, that is what happens when you take it in the mirror < oh and if you're wondering about my hand...apparently we ran out of band-aids at the wrong time..I got a huge blister yesterday and the skin had already torn off when I notised it, so I made my own bandage...yay. It's hard to type with it on, actually...>
Yay! I'm smiling! <_>
I'm not smiling so much, but I think I look damn hot. *nod* ^_^ can you see where I got burnt? The camera just could not be out of the shot...who cares...you saw my mom's camera...w00t...
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| A brief history of...Frosty |
| 10.27.04 (9:42 am) [edit] |
I've been meaning to tell you guys about my parents and my life..cause it wasn't the best in the past.
I guess it all started when I was 3, when my parents divorced. I was supposed to go with my mom, but from what I hear, he attacked her and literally stole me away. I hated living with my dad. He was such an asshole. He drank all the time and smoked a lot. We lived outside of town, so I had no neighbors to play with. I was always alone. I had a dog for a while, it was like a mix of a Husky and a German Sheppard. It was such a great dog. My dad remarried when I was still pretty young...like 8 or so...and the woman was a bitch, and had a bitchy daughter to go with it, who was a few years older than me. She eventually got tired of my dad drinking, and they had a lot of fights - physical fights. My dad would rip the phone out of the wall and the cops would come...I'd stay up in my room and they'd ask if I was ok, and I'd just say I wanted to go to my mom's house...but of course, couldn't fucking do that. The court didn't say I could. I guess somehow, my dad was better than my mom at raising children. Or not. Then I finally turned 11 and jumped on the chance to go to my mom's. That summer I moved in, and it was great. I could finally see all the friends I had made here during summers and actually have places to go around town. I easily made new friends at this school, but I was still shy. What do you expect - I never had anyone to talk to when I was growing up, and only had friends during school hours?
I don't remember what my dad did after that. I could have cared less. Since then, he's been in and out of mental hospitals (apparently the alcohol has brought out some kind of mental illness X_X) and he calls like once a year, if that, and all he fucking does is bitch at me because I'm not doing something right, or I'm making bad decisions or something along those lines. Gee, what I great fucking father he is. He's nothing more than a psychotic asshole, and if I ever see him again, I'll be sure to tell him. I wish I could tell him how much he fucked up my childhood, and how much it affects me to this day. I try my best to leave it behind, and become who I really want to be, but it never goes away. If your parents are divorced, you know what I mean. There is no right way to divorce - and it hits kids the hardest. Custody battles make kids feel like SHIT, like a fucking yo yo.
Then there's my mom...when I turned about 15, we started fighting everyday..I think everyone goes through this. I turned to my biology teacher for help...and she was so awesome, she really turned my life around. I ended up getting really attached to her, and eventually realising I love her. I thought at first it was maternal, but I was only denying the truth...I loved her in every possible way. Since I met her, I've been completely different. I came out of that shell I had made when I was little, and realised that other people don't matter, and I should do what makes me happy...and I learned alot about psychology as well (she's actually a guidance counselor now)...however, she got upset with me later in the year, and we haven't talked for 3 years now. I see her all the time (well, maybe on average once a month) but she seems to hate me, and I honestly don't know why. It's been too damn long that I can't even remember what the problem was. I wish I could tell her what she did for me, and how I'll be in debt to her for the rest of my life for that reason. I also wish I could still talk to her and learn even more from her, so that I can be better when I help other people. Whatever it was that upset her, I mean, of course I regret it and of course I'm sorry, but I don't even get a chance to say one damn word to her. I probably could try, but she's such a total bitch sometimes she'd probably scream in my face and tell the cops or something...she's also starting to get these delusions that I'm like, something I'm not anymore...I just wish I could sort this out someday. Anyway, I told that part because I'd like to point out that there IS someone other than myself that I care about. I really, really love her but I guess there's only so much I can do. I'm not going to waste my life waiting for her to talk to me...I am willing to talk to her, but I've got to do other things in the meantime. It's kind of pathetic - a guidance counselor who can't settle a 3 year conflict...which doesn't even exist.
I'd like to also say that during all this, I did incredibly well in school...A's and B's all the time, enriched classes (average at math though <)...I graduated with a 4.0. I didn't start partying until I was out of school. And now that I am out, I realise high school is the stupidest thing ever. Your life doesn't start until you graduate. People worry so much about how they look and the friends they have, but really, when you graduate, no one cares anymore. And they never will. I'll be happy if I can draw for the rest of my life and get some nice cars. I still have some of the friends I used to, but I know now that everyone pretends during school and they're only asses. I like to think I'm a better person.>
Well, that's a small peek into who I am. Maybe now you understand why I am so bitchy and don't care about others too much. I do worry that I'll end up like my dad if I keep drinking...but I know that I do not get mean when I'm drunk, just happy. My mom is a real bitch though...so combining the two, what did you expect me to turn out to be? XD
It's been fun, but I've got to run! Late~
Frosty
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| I'm hungry... |
| 10.26.04 (4:18 pm) [edit] |
Cause I am < I had the munchies the other night (Sunday)...yes, I may have been intoxicated...but anyway I ate a lot of food, and haven't been eating since then...except some candy. I want more muscle tone anyway, so I'm trying not to eat so much. I know, I'm already hot as it is XD actually, I have a pic to show you guys. It's like the best picture of me, ever. I'll scan it tomorrow...>
I saw Lisa raking her yard today...we pretty much ignored each other...well I was on the other side of the road, anyway...then later she went jogging and smiled at me, but I decided I would only say hi if she did first...it looked like I was completely ignoring her, but I mean...I'm not pissed or anything. I do not like creating more negative energy than there already is in the world, nor do I like conflict with anyone...I feel that maybe I crossed a boundary she didn't want me to be near, and I should probably back off a little. I am not trying to ignore her (I did wave at her when she drove by earlier) but I don't think I should push whatever we have left, ya know? Just being cautious. But again, I do not care about her either way. ^_^
I've been having more scary/weird dreams X_X sometimes that happens for like a week at a time..maybe I AM worried about something. It's certainly not Lisa though. I don't worry about much...I tend not to care. I've actually been thinking about someone from the past...but not enough to make me emotional < the sad thing is...it seems I've killed a lot of my emotions...but in a way, it's better. I'm happy. Yes, I still have that one, heh...I guess it's more like a switch..I turn them on and off.>
Did you know it's legal in Toronto for girls to go topless? And I could be drinking there already, and have married a girl by now. The question is...why the fuck do I still live in the U.S.? Canada sounds awesome!
Ah well...I'll probably see Lisa again on trick or treat night (Saturday) and maybe this time I'll say hi, just so she doesn't feel bad. I know how she is about guilt trips :roll: besides that...pretty good day. I was going to give you a history lesson but...I'll save that for tomorrow. Good night, everyone! ^__^
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| Happy weekend greetings |
| 10.24.04 (9:10 pm) [edit] |
In contrast to the dream from Friday, yesterday, I had a dream where my ex girlfriend was hangin' around, but she was being deceitful...then she tried to shoot me, but it only grazed my left side (only broke skin)...so I shot her three times in the chest...then walked over to her when she fell down, and shot her in the head twice...I had to be sure. I really, really dislike her. She's scary *shudder* I wouldn't shoot her though, for real, unless she came around and was threatening...wait, just her presence is theatening to me <_>
Anyway...
5) Green Day "American Idiot"
4) Sparta "Breaking The Broken"
3) Smashing Pumpkins "Tonight, Tonight"
2) Chevelle "Closure"
1) Linkin Park "P5hing Me Awy"
Will post l8tr!
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| We'll crucify the insincere...tonight |
| 10.22.04 (4:40 pm) [edit] |
Ah that song is in my head
I had such a scary dream the other night...I forced myself to stay awake, it was that frightening. X_X
Here's one of my new role models:
I also love Jay Leno and of course Amy Lee...
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| It's the greatest thing ever |
| 10.21.04 (3:59 pm) [edit] |
Yesterday, I got to drive stick for like two hours. It had been so long...it was SO much fun!!! Even though it had been over a year since the last time, I got right back into it. I only did two burnouts...(I swear not in front of Lisa's house <) and actually it was my old car..my friend fixed it up and asked me to drive it...so I did. God...it's so loud (it has a catback exhaust system)...I mean, just at 2000 rpms it like, resonates through your head...crazy. But damn, I'm so happy now that I got to drive stick. I seem to be better at quick shifting at 4000 rpms than just normal driving, lol, cause I'm rough...I like to get the clutch in and out quickly...oh well. That's the sacrifice you need for riding with me ^___^ I'll be driving again on Monday...so I'm excited. Probably won't burn out in front of Lisa's again though, heh...this time around she might nark. And I hate narks.>
Well...that's about it...just had to brag about that...driving stick is my favorite thing to do. And I don't get to do it often anymore...yay. Eh...happy trails, everyone.
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| I want to know the answer...no more lies |
| 10.20.04 (2:27 pm) [edit] |
Hehe little Linkin Park there for ya...
WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
I use an optical mouse
FAVORITE MAGAZINE?
Sport Compact Car/Car & Driver
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
Alcohol poisoning or hives X_X
FIRST THING YOU THINK OF IN THE MORNING?
Either "I'm not getting up yet" or "that was a dream?!" or something along those lines...not the happiest of thoughts
HOW MANY RINGS UNTIL YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
You wouldn't believe this but...there are five people in this house, and no one will answer the damn phone...I kid you not. It could be five feet away, they just refuse to get it. I don't understand!
SUMMER OR WINTER?
Eh, summer...party time
WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE?
True self happiness
FAVORITE FOODS?
Egg salad, pasta, seafood, candy, chocolate
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
Don't get me started...
DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
No
STORMS - COOL OR SCARY?
Here's a little known fact about me: I have a secret obsession for tornadoes. I was almost hit by one when I was 8, and it was scary as hell but also very fascinating. Thunderstorms, tornadoes, and hurricanes (plus volcanoes) may be the most beautiful things on this planet. So, definitely, cool.
COKE OR PEPSI?
Eh....whichever.
WHAT'S YOUR ZODIAK SIGN?
Pisces
DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
Yes
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Touring car driver, maybe storm chaser
IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
It's fine how it is
EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
Yeah, I suppose
FAVORITE MOVIE?
Frequency, The Matrix/Star Wars trilogies
WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
Boxes, probably batteries that I threw on the ground when they were dead...
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
They're all the same to me
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
Newly decided: beach volleyball (when Misty May plays)
BEACH, MOUNTAINS, OR CITY?
Beach
FAVORITE COLOR?
Emerald green
COMEDY OR HORROR?
I love both!
FAVORITE TIME OF DAY?
Right now
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| When I broke my arm.. |
| 10.20.04 (12:02 pm) [edit] |
This is a request of Jayah's...so I'll tell the story of how I "fell" out of a tree..
Well, I was like, 12 and all the neighborhood kids made it a big deal if you could climb a tree and drop from a high branch..stupid shit...well there was one that is a drop of like, 10 feet at least (when you're hanging) and I was gonna do it (all these kids were watching...) and I grabbed it and swung down, and I heard this huge CRAAAACK (I'll never forget the sound) and a second later I had fallen to the ground like 15 feet and landed on my hip and left arm (thank goodness not my back) and instantly realised I couldn't move my arm...then I sat up and all the little kids were freaking out..lol..and I could barely fucking walk...I bruised my hip really bad..my arm was bent in some odd way, I mean, it was obvious it broke. It didn't hurt - I think I was in shock or something. Well anyway, it had completely broken off and almost broke through my skin, but didn't. Then once, while it was still healing, I fell on it again (FUCK that hurt) and I think I might have helped align it...but I didn't tell the doctor or anyone else, lol...they would have yelled at me for playing kickball. And it sucked cause at school we were doing a handicap unit, and I had to be in a wheelchair for the day (as if I already wasn't handicapped?!) and they wouldn't let anyone help me!! Bastards...I hate the school system < yeah and that's about the story...my left arm still isn't as strong as my right...muscle wise at least...but yeah. Hope you're happy Jayah XD>
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| And the Oscar goes to... |
| 10.20.04 (11:02 am) [edit] |
Me! You guys should have seen my performance last night! XD however, it was not on a stage. It was this big ass lie I told Lisa...
So like, I was with Snowy and my "camera friend" and she went jogging last night...well the camera sucked, even with flash and no pics were coming out...but - the flash couldn't be turned off...and she could not have mistaken it...it was like as bright as fucking lightning < but anyway, as it got dark we decided to go down to Rite Aid...so Snowy was gonna buy film but decided against it...we looked at some magazines and left the store, and my other friend went one way back to his house, and Snowy and I walked through the parking lot...the irony of it all was that at that moment, I was telling him how I always knew how it was gonna be, like how I've said on here before, I'm not interested in her besides the fact that she's hot...well, a car was going to pull into the parking lot, and nearly hit us, and the first thing I saw was the license plate...and saw her initials..and I remembered that she probably notised the flash from earlier, and said fuck, Snowy...turn around and keep walking (we were going to the grocery store anyhow). But then she yelled at me, so I turned around and immediately got an attitude with her...she said something about how I came to her house and asked for a pic, and she had said no, and then accused me of taking pictures of her last night when she didn't want me to...I said, "Uh, no I don't have any pictures of you" (not a lie) then I think she said something like...that she was dating a guy, and she's much older than me, and she doesn't "play" that way, and I tried not laugh (she's so vain XD) but I said "don't worry about it" and I think she might have threatened me about taking pictures, and I got really offended and it was pissing me off that this lady, who hardly knows me, is not only judging me based on what she thinks my sexual preference is, but then she's accusing me of things, and then threatening me...it's like, what the fuck?! Well, the whole time, I looked like I was ready to bite her head off. I also am very good at manipulation, therefore convincing people of anything, and I didn't give one single indication I was lying at all, cause honestly, I really wasn't. I never even had a camera last night, and my friend WAS taking pics of myself and Snowy...I would have gotten one of her, had it been lighter outside and as if there was a good way to actually get one. I was getting irritated so I just kept telling her not to worry about it, and I said I didn't want to piss her off, because I was tired of her talking about it, even though I never got to say anything I'm saying now, cause she always leaves before I get a chance to explain what I want to say >< she actually kinda laughed when she said she was with a guy so I don't think she was mad, but I definitely was on the aggressive side...I wasn't going to let some older woman tower over me...I don't care who it is. Anyway, I mean, the fact that she's not gay doesn't bother me at all. You have all heard me say before (check archives) that I only think she's physically attractive and honestly, her attitude last night kind of was a turn off...but I'm not going to be a total bitch to her yet..I don't consider what she said a reason to do that. But sometime, I would like to explain to her how it really is, that I'm selfish and don't care about other people, meaning I was never interested in her, and really just yell at her for being an assumptious bitch last night...yeah...but in a nice way. I guess. I suppose now I'll have bad karma for "lying" to her, although you'd never know I wasn't telling the truth. I guess we'll see.>
But - I'm so glad I had prepared for this moment. I knew there would be a confrontation (not so much in the Rite Aid parking lot <) but I can easily feel offended and get like that with people and seem believable. I'm also glad I never let myself have feelings for her, even if I had wanted to, or I'd be one sad, pathetic case right now. Yeah, she's still hot, but I think the days of talking to her all the time are gone. I really think she's on cocaine, anyway. I guess if she says hi first, then I won't ignore her, ya know?>
Another good thing came out of this - I couldn't think of the word I wanted to use to describe her to Snowy...later, it came to me: vain. I got home and felt like I should draw something. I found my Mazda 626 brochure, and started drawing one of those (she's got that car)...but said fuck it. I just couldn't draw another car. I had been having this serious problem of not being able to create any original artwork. So I sat there, and saw these ridges on a pen on my desk..and they gave me an idea...I started drawing, and it just kept going. I finally made my own drawing! I also kinda wrote something to go along with it...it's really stupid, but here's what it says:
How can I see
What must I know
Why should I care
When it's all in vain
How will you live
What can you learn
Why do you care
When you're so vain?
The theme was obviously her being so vain...I suck at writing anything meaningful, but I tried < I'll try to scan the drawing...so chill for a sec. Leave comments if you want...I know, perspective sucks >< I'm an amateur...>
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| Useless info! |
| 10.17.04 (2:34 am) [edit] |
+I am not: who I used to be
+I hurt: when I am physically cut, bruised, hit, etc.
+I hate: s&m
+I fear: see above...
+I hope: someday, I'll get an Acura NSX
+I crave: egg salad
+I regret: absobloodylutely nothing
+I cry: about never
+I care: about myself
+I long: to be even hotter
+I feel alone: when I am by myself..duh
+I listen: to the world
+I hide: when I'm trying to be stealthy <_>+I drive: when I can
+I sing: only around myself
+I dance: like an idiot
+I write: rarely, when I'm inspired
+I breathe: to live
+I play: with myself? XD
+I miss: driving stick +I search: for something to eat but alas...there is nothing
+I learn: all the damn time
+I feel: happy!
+I know: more than you
+I say: whatever comes to mind
+I succeed: always...failure can only be justified when you didn't [i]learn[/i]
+I fail: only if I believe that
+I dream: some strange shit..about hot women :D
+I wonder: if I'll make it as an artist...
+I want: an Acura NSX, better drawing materials, a certain someone with initials L.P., to play guitar, to draw a lot more, to eat good food, to go..run around...I don't know...a leather jacket...black Nikes...too many things!
+I worry: about nothing
+I have: to go to bed soon...no, wait, I don't [i]have[/i] to do anything
+I give: to be fair
+I receive: what I deserve
+I love: myself
+I think: about alot of things
+I sleep: in the nude
+I would kill: for my own life
+I obsess: over material possessions...oh and, myself
+I draw: ALL THE TIME! It's my passion!
+I wish: this survey wasn't so pathetic and trying to derive depressing answers...
+I use: everyone
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| Thoughts from the desk of Frosty |
| 10.17.04 (2:19 am) [edit] |
I've been thinking lately..how great it was back in like, the mid 90s...I was in middle school...I mean, middle school SUCKS for most kids...I guess it wasn't so bad for me, although in sixth grade I transferred to a different school, but ended up being friends with just about everyone ^_^ anyway, I really miss being able to like, go for bike rides everyday in the summer, and walking through the woods...your neighbors coming over everyday and when a glazed donut was only 33 cents!!! Oh and the good music...Third Eye Blind, Green Day, Savage Garden, No Doubt actually made rock music, 311, Incubus was just starting out...and all you had to worry about was getting home before dark...then again, I haven't completely grown up. I probably never will. I was just thinking how fun it used to be, as a kid..but everyone forces ya to grow up!! Well, I'm an artist...so I refuse lol!! Well...Frosty is going to check out the movies on tv...I think it's a free preview weekend on the satelitte...so I better take advantage of all those channels ^_^ and yeah...Frosty speaks in third person < anyway leave comments if necessary...>
And have a great remainder of the weekend!
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| Women... |
| 10.17.04 (2:12 am) [edit] |
Yeah yeah...you're probably like, what else is new? XD I just got done watching Ghost Ship...I forgot how damn hot that Francesca chick is!! Damn!!! She's like...really...hot...lol...I'd [i]really[/i] like to be with an older woman...for alot of reasons...I just have a thing for them, I guess. The cutoff age is like, mid 40s though...most people think it's weird that a 19 year old girl is attracted to someone twice her age but hey...the only thing I don't like is they are more experienced in life and people, therefore most likely better at psychology than myself, and I tend to be...manipulative at times...I just like getting what I want. Who doesn't? Ah...I'd also like it cause she'd probably be ready to settle down, and be good at sexual activities...whoo...but sometimes chicks my age appeal to me...like Amy Lee :D it's really hard to find an older woman who's single and would want to hook up with a young girl...
Hopefully someday...
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| 10.16.04 (7:43 pm) [edit] |
I wanted to get the attention of my Canadian readers...first of all, is gay marriage legal there? What's that situation like? And also, what's the drinking age there? Anyway, this post is mostly a survey..
1. IF YOU COULD BUILD A SECOND HOUSE ANYWHERE WHERE WOULD IT BE?
I guess I'd have to have my own house first, eh?
2. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?
My shoes, but really, I prefer not to wear clothes at all
3. WHAT IS THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT?
Incubus "A Crow Left of the Murder"
4. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
Sometimes 10 or 11, sometimes 2 or 3
5. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE?
Umm...microwave, I guess.
6. IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Guitar
7. FAVORITE COLOR?
Emerald green
8. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR SUV?
You know, I look pretty hot driving my mom's SUV...wait, I look hot driving anything. But I'd look damn hot in a sports car.
9. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
I don't really give a damn.
10. FAVORITE CHILDREN'S BOOK?
The one with the bear that had the fridge...and he looked in it. I have no idea what it was called...
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
Probably fall, like right now...sans the cold weather!
12. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Invisibility
13. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT?
Someday I'll get some barb wire
14. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
No..
15. THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK TO?
Vickie
16. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE DAY?
My birthday
17. WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR?
Before I sold it...all the ashtrays, cig lighter, the radio, basically all the shit I tore out when I was bored.
18. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SUSHI OR HAMBURGER?
Meh, I'm a vegetarian and I've never had sushi, so I can't really answer this...
19. FROM THE PEOPLE YOU WILL EMAIL THIS TO, WHO'S MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND FIRST?
< I'm not emailing it!>
20. WHO'S LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Gee, I don't know.
21. WHO DID YOU RECEIVE THIS FROM?
Some random person on Tblog
22. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLOWER?
Let me randomly pick one...tulip. Sure.
23. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MEAL?
Popcorn shrimp
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| Survey I stole from Specter |
| 10.16.04 (5:59 pm) [edit] |
A - Age : 19
B - Band listening to right now : Bush/Linkin Park/Evanescence
C - Career in future: Artist
D - Dad's name: Brian
E - Easiest person to talk to: Umm...geez...Roni
F - Favorite song at the moment: “Come Down” Bush
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Eh, they're both filled with sugar...good enough for me
H - Hometown: Wooster, OH
I - Instruments: Someday, turn tables or guitar
K - Kids: Never
L - Longest car ride ever: I don't know, trips to Cleveland seem to take forever M - Mom's name: Eileen
N - Number of siblings: 2
P - Phobia[s]: Closed spaces, heights, s&m if that counts
Q - Favorite Quote: Make love not war
R - Reason to smile: Lisa
S - Song you sang last: "A Place For My Head" Linkin Park
T - Time you wake up: Around 3 maybe
U - Unknown fact about me: I have low blood pressure
V - Vegetable(s) you hate: Onions
W - Worst habit: Biting/picking my lip
X - X-rays you've had: My arm and hip when I fell out of that tree...
Y - Yummy food: Egg salad
Z – Zodiac sign: Pisces
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| You live what you learn |
| 10.16.04 (5:43 pm) [edit] |
I'm just listening to that Linkin Park song...
Anyway, last night I was gonna go to the football game, but during the tailgate party, it started raining pretty steadily, pissing me off in the process..so I said fuck it..called one of my friends, and ended up partying XD it was great. Everyone who boxed during the tailgate party ended up bleeding..I would have, had that one teacher been there <_>< actually, I woke up this morning, and I couldn't find the other end of the barbell at first..and thought the ball fell off O_o that would have sucked...had to kind of run from the cops last night too...I mean, just to be safe...took the back roads home and all that...yep, I'm a druggie ^_^ and now...Lisa is wearing glasses...she's still hot though :D>
Hmm...I'm out of AA batteries and that SUCKS so bad..I can't even tell you why < so, someone send me some!!! I'm going to be in a bad mood until I get some...>
Well..I have to make my sister something to eat...and go downtown...so...that's an update for now...yeah and happy sweetest day to everyone..oh yeah, and happy bosses day...that's about gay. < Happy trails!>
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| Weird dreams |
| 10.14.04 (11:22 am) [edit] |
I've notised that Nyquil gives me weird dreams...but I need it if I want to fall asleep before like, 5 A.M. < I dream every night, multiple times, anyway, but these are always so fucking strange! Wait, my dreams always are...but you know. Oh well, unless I write them down, I'll forget them in a few minutes..that's the good part.>
Anyway...looks like fall is here. The weather is cold now, and it's cloudy. This is usually my favorite time of year, right around Halloween. I put up decorations last night..my sister and I made these funny construction paper ghosts...mine had glasses, buck teeth, it was balding, and a bow tie...hers had glasses and a mustache...looked a like a school principal or something XD then I made a pumpkin with no teeth and reading glasses...it looks like an old lady..I'm just weird like that I guess. I'll try to get some pics...
I also watched the debate last night. I was kinda zoning from the Nyquil, but I knew KERRY KICKED ASS! God this is sooo close...it's gonna make everyone crazy! Today I'm supposed to meet some friends to try to get "something"...nothing illegal...I just can't say < maybe someday you'll find out...meh, anyway, that's about it for now...going to finish up this game of Chrono Cross...I still have to play it through for a third time if I want all the characters >< that's ok, it's one of my favorite games. See ya...>
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| Oh HELL yes! |
| 10.13.04 (1:04 pm) [edit] |
Remember a while back when I mentioned that I posted a question to Amy Lee on the Evanescence board? Well...she replied! Can you believe that?! OMG..check it out..
http://www.evboard.com/showthread.php?t=18848&page=2&pp=10" title="http://www.evboard.com/showthread.php?t=18848&page=2&pp=10" target="_blank"http://www.evboard.com/showth...
I'm BacardiBreezer and she's Snow White...as you can see there's a lot of riff raff but she eventually says something...w00t! That's so awesome! ^____^
(I think you might have to join to view < but if you don't want to, believe me, it really happened..)>
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| Measly update |
| 10.12.04 (8:32 pm) [edit] |
Sorry I haven't posted...been busy & tired...anyway, I got extremely pissed yesterday. I was swinging with the *special* camera (with the priceless Lisa shot on it) and apparently it fell out of my pocket...I didn't realise until a few hours later, so I went back to find it. It was already dark, so my friend and I got a flashlight. Finally, after like 1/2 hour of frantically searching two different parks, I found the camera - in pieces, in the trash. I remembered there were some little kids at the park earlier, and they were probably the ones who did it. Why couldn't they just leave it alone? Why destroy the property of others? What if I would have had a once-in-a-lifetime picture on that? Why?!?!? Well, I figure...I can get another camera...and Lisa [i]will[/i] go jogging again. Actually, I saw her today...for like 5 seconds.
I also saw my bitchy ass bio teacher...she's so fucking stupid..but that's a hella long story that I don't feel like telling. She hates me for no reason...whatever. I gain nothing by knowing her anymore, although she changed my life back in 10th grade. Some people just go psychotic after they become guidance counselors <_>
5 - Linkin Park "A Place For My Head" (yes, there is a difference from 2)
4 - Green Day "American Idiot"
3 - Chevelle "Vitamin R"
2 - Linkin Park "Plc 4 Mie Haed"
1 - Evanescence "I Must Be Dreaming"
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| Last night's debate... |
| 10.09.04 (5:09 pm) [edit] |
I think it's obvious I'm democratic and I support Kerry 100% (ok, with the exception of his anti-gay marriage attitude)...but I watched the debate anyway...it's always funny to watch George Bush try to argue and justify his ways XD I loved when the one audience member asked Bush to name three mistakes he made and how he corrected them - he didn't even answer the question. What does that say about him? He turned it around to say that we all think the war was a mistake (IT WAS) and avoided her question completely. So now Kerry has won 2 of 3 - and he'll take the last one, for sure. I've got a feeling that Bush will rig the election yet again to make sure he wins. If that's the case...I'm off to Canada.
VOTE FOR KERRY!
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| Girls...among other things |
| 10.09.04 (4:10 pm) [edit] |
The other night, I was watching a new show on Fuse, called d'Fused...and they were doing an episode on the photoshoot VJs Marianela and Juliya did...they're both hot...and Juliya's a lesbian!! Whoa! I would tell Fuse to hook me up but...she's into s&m :| so screw that...anyway, they're in the Rocktober issue of Maxim...check them out!
Went to another tailgate football party yesterday...some guys chugged gallons of milk..only one person threw up though XD I would have tried, had the drink been beer lol...there were more people this time, and the cops kept driving by, but it was just fun...
Oh and if my pics aren't showing up, try reloading the page. Sometimes that helps.
If ANYONE knows how to make blue bananas, tell me!!!
Hmm...what else happened...I saw a guy I went to school with last night, an ex actually. It's nice seeing people...ya know, it's not like you can see them everyday during class anymore < geez...that makes me sound kinda old...but it's only been a year and a half since I graduated...anyway, we're supposed to party sometime w00t! I've been drinking tons of those energy drinks lately...I get pretty hyper lol...then I go to the park and swing (big swings!) and it's scary! It really is! Try swinging now...you'll see. It's probably cause I'm afraid of heights but...who knows. X)>
I'll try to finish up my camera's film so I can see how that pic of Lisa came out :D well...I'm still playing Chrono Cross, and I just decided besides Glenn, the baby dragon is my favorite character...it's so damn cute!I want one!!! Here is Draggy and Glenn:
w00t I'm such a nerd XD
Oh, if you're wondering about the side bar...here's a guide:
Amy Lee at the Grammy's last year
Amy Lee at 2004 VMA after party
Amy Lee..nude?! :shock:
Amy Lee...doing some singing
Amy Lee...looking fucking hot
Amy Lee at the 2004 VMAs
Amy Lee...
A hedgehog! Isn't it the cutest thing?!
Kelly Preston
Amy Lee...that's a poster I think
Amy Lee again
Misty May at the Olympics
Misty May from Maxim
Lindsay Lohan
Amy Lee..looks like some more awards
Incubus
Brandon Boyd (he played percussion on their first album)
Brandon Boyd (singer of Incubus, if you didn't know)
Lindsay Lohan
Ditto...o_O lol
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| Moi |
| 10.07.04 (9:04 pm) [edit] |
Here are two crappy pics of me...I had one where my eyebrow ring had a pink tint...but I can't find it now < btw I look much hotter in person...I'll get some outdoor ones soon so you can see! Yay...>
Yeah these are horrible < I can look sooo much better >
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Today, I was going to meet a friend, and like, these two cars were going down the road (high school students) and then, all of the sudden, the front car's wheel popped off...it was fucking hilarious...they weren't going that fast, and it barely missed hitting another car, but damn XD I could have gotten a pic too..I should have. And I saw Lisa jogging...and I got a pic of her :D I also am getting ready to post pics of myself, because of paintedbat's last post <_>< it was loud as fuck...and I got my taxes done X_X well...I'll post pics soon...bye people..>
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